Siddhartha is beloved by his father and the Brahmins, but his soul is restless. He and his friend Govinda leave home to join the Samanasâwandering asceticsâin the hope of finding the Atman, the inner self.
Siddhartha has learned the rituals and scriptures, but he feels that the Brahmins have not found the innermost thingâthey have only passed down words. He decides to go with the Samanas. His father resists but finally allows him to leave.
"Within you there is a stillness and a sanctuary to which you can retreat at any time." â Hermann Hesse, Siddhartha
Siddhartha practices fasting, holding his breath, and enduring pain. He learns to lose the self in the forest, to become emptyâbut after years he realizes that escaping the self through techniques only leads to temporary numbness. The self always returns.
Asceticism can quiet the ego, but it does not necessarily reveal the true self. Siddhartha begins to see that the path might not be denial but something elseâexperience, acceptance, or the world itself.