âPeace of mind comes from accepting that youâre standing right where youâre standingânot where you wish you were, or where you plan to be, but where you actually are.â â Oliver Burkeman
One of the most persistent forms of time-related suffering is what we might call âthe tyranny of elsewhereââthe habit of mentally living somewhere other than where you actually are.
Youâre at work, but your mind is at home worrying about household tasks. Youâre at home, but your mind is at work fretting about tomorrowâs deadline. Youâre with your family, but your mind is reviewing the past or planning the future. Youâre in the present moment, but your consciousness is anywhere but here.
This split between where you are and where your mind is creates a constant low-grade anxiety. Youâre never fully anywhere. Youâre always mentally leaning into some other time or place, treating where you are as merely a stepping stone to where youâre going.
This split often takes the form of âonce Iâ thinking: âOnce I finish this project, Iâll relax.â âOnce I get that promotion, Iâll be happy.â âOnce the kids are older, Iâll have time for myself.â âOnce I retire, Iâll finally live.â
The problem is that âonce Iâ never arrives. When you finish the project, thereâs another one. When you get the promotion, you want the next one. When the kids are older, you have different challenges. When you retire, you realize youâve spent your whole life preparing for a future thatâs always one step ahead.
This isnât to say you shouldnât have goals or plans. Itâs that when you make your present peace of mind conditional on some future state, you guarantee perpetual dissatisfaction. Youâre literally refusing to accept where you are, holding out for some other time and place.
Burkeman proposes a radical alternative: accepting where you actually are. Not where you wish you were, not where you plan to be, not where you think you should beâbut where you are, right now, in reality.
This doesnât mean passive resignation or giving up on change. It means starting from reality rather than fantasy. It means acknowledging your actual circumstances, your actual capacities, your actual lifeâand working from there rather than from some imagined ideal.
Much of our suffering comes from the gap between how we think our life should be and how it actually is. We compare our actual messy, complicated, imperfect life to some imagined idealâand find it lacking.
We think we should be further along in our career by now. We think we should be more organized, more disciplined, more productive. We think our relationships should be smoother, our days less chaotic, our lives more under control.
But âshouldâ is a fantasy. âIsâ is reality. And the gap between them creates constant dissatisfaction.
Accepting where you are means closing this gapânot by magically making your life match the ideal, but by accepting your actual life as your actual life, worthy of full engagement rather than constant judgment.
One of the deepest forms of âelsewhereâ thinking is treating the present as mere preparation for a future that matters more. We endure our current job to build toward a better career. We sacrifice our current relationships for future success. We defer joy and meaning until someday when conditions will be right.
This is what Burkeman calls treating the present as âa path to a better futureâ rather than as life itself. Itâs living as if the real lifeâthe one that countsâis always ahead of you, and this present moment is just the price you pay to get there.
But the present isnât preparation. Itâs the main event. This moment is your life happening, not a rehearsal for your life. When you treat it as merely a path to somewhere else, youâre not actually livingâyouâre deferring living until some mythical future.
This future-oriented mindset creates an infinite regress. If this moment is just preparation for a better future, then when that future arrives, wonât it also be just preparation for something else?
When you get the promotion you were working toward, youâll start working toward the next promotion. When you reach the retirement youâve been sacrificing for, youâll start working on your health for your later years. Thereâs always something further ahead, always another milestone that will supposedly make everything worthwhile.
The only way to escape this infinite regress is to accept that this momentâwhatever its circumstancesâis not preparation for life. It is life.
So how do you actually practice being where you are? Burkeman offers several approaches:
Notice when youâre elsewhere: Throughout the day, notice when your mind has wandered away from where you are. Not to judge yourself, but simply to notice. âAh, Iâm sitting with my child, but thinking about work.â âAh, Iâm at work, but worrying about home.â
Come back: When you notice youâre elsewhere, gently return your attention to where you actually are. Whatâs happening right here, right now? Whatâs this moment actually like when youâre fully in it?
Accept this version: You might have an ideal version of how this moment should be unfolding. Accept the version thatâs actually unfolding instead. This conversation might not be going as you hopedâbut this is the conversation youâre actually having.
Notice the resistance: Pay attention to your resistance to being here. What are you resisting about this moment? Why do you want to be somewhere else? Often, just noticing the resistance helps it soften.
Start your day here: Instead of immediately planning or worrying about whatâs ahead, spend a few minutes simply noticing where you are. What room are you in? What sensations do you notice? Whatâs happening right now?
End tasks clearly: When you finish one activity, pause before rushing to the next. Acknowledge what you just did, where you are now, before moving forward.
Notice transitions: Commutes, waiting rooms, time between meetingsâthese are often when our minds escape to elsewhere. Practice staying present during transitions.
Accept your actual energy: You might wish you had more energy, felt more motivated, were in a better mood. Accept the energy level you actually have and work with that.
Practice âjust thisâ: Whatever youâre doing, try bringing all your attention to just this. Not this-plus-planning-the-next-thing, but just this, fully.
Hereâs the paradox: accepting where you are doesnât prevent changeâit enables it. When youâre constantly rejecting your current reality, comparing it to how things should be, youâre too busy fighting what is to actually work with it.
But when you accept where you areââThis is my actual life, these are my actual circumstances, this is where I actually am right nowââyou can finally engage with reality as it is. You can make real decisions based on truth rather than fantasy. You can take actual steps from your actual location, rather than imaginary steps from an imaginary ideal position.
Paradoxically, accepting that you are here, now, often makes genuine progress possibleâbecause youâre finally starting from reality.
Stop for a moment. Notice where you actually are. Not where you wish you were. Not where youâll be later. Not where you think you should be.
Where are you right now? Whatâs actually happening in this moment? Whatâs this experience actually like when you stop resisting it and lean into it?
You are here. This is your life, happening. What if that was okay?
The tyranny of elsewhere: we suffer from mentally living somewhere other than where we actually areâat work but thinking of home, at home but thinking of work.
âOnce Iâ thinking creates perpetual dissatisfaction: making peace of mind conditional on some future state guarantees youâll never be satisfied, because âonce Iâ never arrives.
The gap between âshouldâ and âisâ creates suffering: comparing our actual messy life to an imagined ideal makes us perpetually dissatisfied with reality.
The present isnât preparationâitâs the main event: treating this moment as merely a path to a better future means you never actually live, only prepare for living.
Being where you are requires accepting reality: not where you wish you were or think you should be, but where you actually are, with your actual circumstances and capacities.
Acceptance enables rather than prevents change: when you accept your actual starting point, you can finally make real progress based on truth rather than fantasy.